Regret.

Shimmering in the night,her eyes were wet,

but now looking back,she had no regret.

He shouted,she fret,calling him a bloody castrate.

He hit,she cried.

No love,just a never ending fight.

Drinking all day,he came back late.

As always,in total silence he ate.

Sober or drunk,all he spewed was hate.

She cooked all day,thought of the spark,a date!

But the compliments didn’t come,

even after the tense wait.

He washed,he changed,

then he said”I am going to bed.”

She cried for hours,until her eyes became bloodshot,

red.

A decision so sudden,it had to ruin her life.

She slit his throat in his sleep,deep with a kitchen knife.

He looked at her,blood gushing,the light leaving his eyes,

and all she said was,”I tried. I tried to be a loving wife.”

But now he was dead,his eyes were cold.

Time,she thought,how beautifully it moulds people,

the power it holds.

She took the keys and drove to the hill,

they had met their fate ,though ill.

And when she stood on the cliff’s edge,her eyes were wet.

But looking back now,she didn’t had a single regret.

Loyalty.

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here i sit,on the steps leading to immortality,
life,our ally,has a deep lack in loyalty,
it starts with a cry,it ends with a gasp,
it slips from your hand,how tight you might clasp,

young we are,we feel like a pauper,
always reckless,never proper,
age as we,kings we become,
our kids,our wife,friends,
our kingdom,
then we age and slaves we are,
our frame weak,but our soul a bright star,
we lose strength,we gain reason,
fragility comes every season,

but life has a gift,a gift pure get,
that is true love,and nothing else,
a touch,a kiss, its heartfelt,
and leaving it, will melt,
melt my soul,with grief and despair,
i dont want to go,mend my body,
please repair..!!
they held my hand,dropped a tear,
cried and cried,every one could hear,
but i was gone,far from them,
and then i was sitting on the steps of immortality,
and as i said,
life is beautiful,but it lacks loyalty.

God rang me up.

god rang me up,
and said,
be ready my child,i want you back
in my abode,in a day,
i won’t waste a second from then,
i will run,run to you,my life,
i will take your hand,and ask you to come,
come love,be my wife.
i will ask you to walk,
walk with me forever,
that wont be long,as my forever won’t last for ever,
i will take you to the places,
where we laughed,where we ate,
you will smile heartily on seeing,
where we had our first date

god rang me up,
and said,
be ready my child,you have a few hours left,
i would hold you in my arms,
and keep your head on my lap,
would you fancy a small nap?
so i can look at you,
remember your lips,that contended smile,
each of your countours,each line,
i want to drink,
drink in your beauty,
i hope your face remains in my memory,though sublime,
love,i shall wait,
wait for you up there,
fifty or a hundred,do i care?

i know when you shall wake up,
it would be hard,
but love,believe me
my heart will be charred,
to leave you,
but,
now i shall take my leave,
i love you my love,
promise me,you won’t cry much,
when you heave.