Depression.

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Do you look at the stars and feel,

that they are looking back at you?

Judging you?

Do you cry yourself to sleep?

And then you cry more because

You didn’t know why you cried before?

Do you question every gift you get,

every sentiment?

And think, that you don’t deserve a shred?

Then think again, friend!

About the lives you touched, brought a change.

Think about the fits of laughter she had,

when you tightly clutched her finger

in your puny hand.

The times he carried you around on his back,

even when he cramped his leg, 

could hardly stand.

And at last, think about you.

Your dreams, your fire,

one that which people used to admire.

Think.

And remove the grey tint.

The brush and the palette are in your hands.

Fear.

What is it that you want?

What gains do you seek?

Whose company you ask him for on the nights you have to weep?

Sleep?

I know it doesn’t come,your heart gives a shriek.

Is there anyone to hear,

anyone to calm you?

No,you shriek.

You never thought before losing the shells,

that you were advised to keep.

You ran,ran chasing your dreams,

never hearing her agony,her screams.

But now you are away,

far away from your home.

You rose to success,standing high over the carcass of feelings,

but now all alone.

It is a cloud,friend.

It shall disappear.

But you can never go back to sleep,

I fear.

Loyalty.

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here i sit,on the steps leading to immortality,
life,our ally,has a deep lack in loyalty,
it starts with a cry,it ends with a gasp,
it slips from your hand,how tight you might clasp,

young we are,we feel like a pauper,
always reckless,never proper,
age as we,kings we become,
our kids,our wife,friends,
our kingdom,
then we age and slaves we are,
our frame weak,but our soul a bright star,
we lose strength,we gain reason,
fragility comes every season,

but life has a gift,a gift pure get,
that is true love,and nothing else,
a touch,a kiss, its heartfelt,
and leaving it, will melt,
melt my soul,with grief and despair,
i dont want to go,mend my body,
please repair..!!
they held my hand,dropped a tear,
cried and cried,every one could hear,
but i was gone,far from them,
and then i was sitting on the steps of immortality,
and as i said,
life is beautiful,but it lacks loyalty.

God rang me up.

god rang me up,
and said,
be ready my child,i want you back
in my abode,in a day,
i won’t waste a second from then,
i will run,run to you,my life,
i will take your hand,and ask you to come,
come love,be my wife.
i will ask you to walk,
walk with me forever,
that wont be long,as my forever won’t last for ever,
i will take you to the places,
where we laughed,where we ate,
you will smile heartily on seeing,
where we had our first date

god rang me up,
and said,
be ready my child,you have a few hours left,
i would hold you in my arms,
and keep your head on my lap,
would you fancy a small nap?
so i can look at you,
remember your lips,that contended smile,
each of your countours,each line,
i want to drink,
drink in your beauty,
i hope your face remains in my memory,though sublime,
love,i shall wait,
wait for you up there,
fifty or a hundred,do i care?

i know when you shall wake up,
it would be hard,
but love,believe me
my heart will be charred,
to leave you,
but,
now i shall take my leave,
i love you my love,
promise me,you won’t cry much,
when you heave.